October 2011
Dear Brandon's anon. I used to be in your position. I wanted to kill myself. And I tried. Twice. But both times I failed and I'm damn happy it didn't work because it's only been a few months since then and now I'm as happy as I've ever been. I'm fucking living proof that things get better. No matter what you think, someone cares about you. Someone loves you. And things get better. I pinky promise
I’m actually losing followers for this. Really now?
If you don’t like what I’m posting and saying now, please leave my blog forever.
I dont want kids. I dont want them to inherit my disease. Im not worth shit. You honestly have no idea how badly I just want to swallow a bottle of pills and leave everything. Ya know what someone said to me when I said I wanted to kill myself? They said they wouldnt mind. Its obviously time for me to go.
Everyone is worth the same.
Don’t end your life. If you keep going with it you’ll eventually be in a position that you can lead your life in what ever direction you want. To make the best of it, away from people that you’re around now.
You just have to think positive and have patience.
This pisses me off so much. Why didn’t anyone try to help him?!>:O
There are still places on earth that don’t have the respect and education that lets them develop the same morals as we do.
That video is proof of how important education is.
If everyone was educated properly, and taught to respect everyone, things like this wouldn’t happen.
-_- No. I literally have no friends at all. My family doesnt give a shit. And I dont really care if people are hurt when I die. Im so tired of everything. Im never happy. I havent been happy since I was fucking eight years old. I think this is more than just depression.
You’re family doesnt give a shit?
Then fuck your family. They aren’t your family.
Deal with it, be the best person you possibly can be.
Fuck the haters.
Be the best you possibly can. Get a good job. Be successful in life. Then one day you can be the best possible parent anyone can ever imagine, to your kids, be it birth children, adopted, or foster.
Live your live, one day it will get better.
Everyone gets out of depression with time.
Every single person who gets out of depression, is glad they got through it.
If you kill your self, you’ll never know what would have happened tomorrow.
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